NEW SCREEN NAME [02 Mar 2005|06:19pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Marilyn Manson-Personal Jesus ] I HAVE MOVED. tainted__love__ tainted__love__ tainted__love__ tainted__love__ tainted__love__ tainted__love__ tainted__love__ ADD ME!!!!!!!!!! 2 / Pull the trigger.

[21 Jan 2005|04:57pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Breaking Benjamin-Forget It ] If you're my friend and met my dad, you would understand this... My dad comes home from the doctors and I'm washing the make up off my face from this morning and he goes. WHAT DID YOU DO WHILE I WAS GONE? I said I played with the digi. He runs in the computer and goes thru the digi. He's like let me see your legs and arms. I went why? He's like let me fucking see them. So i showed them him and I was like what are you looking for? he's like seeing if you hacked up ur body....and i was like wtf was that for?!?! he's like why did you take pictures of urself and i was like mom asked me to play with the cam and figure things outs with the controls...and he's like liar. I asked him if i have any privacy and he's like no. I can ask you questions, go thru ur pc, go thru ur room if i want too. I told him that i was out of this fucking house if it's like this. And he's feeding me this bullshit that all parents are like this. BULLSHIT. Is anybodies parents like this? I mean this is starting to piss me off. I really hate my house now. I really don't have any privacy. They go thru my computer, not my room yet, but I'm sure they will. They ask me a million questions. igjgjdkgjkd i fucking hate you, Dad. 6 / Pull the trigger.

[07 Jan 2005|08:51pm] I'll be gone Jan 8-15. I'll be on a cruise. 1 / Pull the trigger.

[02 Jan 2005|01:10pm] smile4no2morrow Pull the trigger.

I'm still in love with you. I remember it was summer; I was out of my head [20 Dec 2004|06:15pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | Blindside-Coming Back To Life ] So, today...school got cancelled. We only have half a foot of snow. Oh well, I got to sleep in. I have a test tomorrow. I think I should study, but I am just too lazy. Here's a story I'm starting to write. PLEASE COMMENT ON IT! ( <3 It's a story <3 ) I'm thinking of a friend cut. If you want to stay comment...on this entry. So, today I did nothing but sit on the computer. I didn't eat much. I had a bagel and water then I had a piece of bread. My mom asked why I wasn't eatting and I told her I'm not hungry. I saw both of my therapist today. I got a higher dose on Wellbutrin(150mg to 300mg) So exciting. Anyways...that was my day pretty much. Yesturday...well last night I went to the movies and saw Blade 3. Holy shit, good movie, good music. We were going to sneak in to see another movie, but I had to get home...plus it was snowing out pretty bad. Well, I'm out. AcArA 8 / Pull the trigger.

[12 Dec 2004|11:47am] [ mood | weird ] [ music | KoRn-Make Me Bad ] That's why on the back of a brown paper bag he tried another poem And he called it "Absolutely Nothing" Because that's what it was really about And he gave himself an A and a slash on each damned wrist And he hung it on the bathroom door because this time he didn't think he could reach the kitchen. 4 / Pull the trigger.

This thing I wrote...tell me what you think...=) [06 Dec 2004|07:35pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | AFI-Leave Song Part 2 ] I promise more. =) All about different topics too. ( The Anarchist [It's a newspaper type thing] ) 4 / Pull the trigger.

Love is passion [02 Dec 2004|07:26pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Green Day-Boulevard Of Broken Dreams ] Love is an accident waiting to happen. Desire is a stranger you think you know. Intimacy is a lie we tell ourselves. Truth is a game you play to win. Love bores you, no it disappoints me. If you believe in love at first sight, never stop looking. Pull the trigger.

Rate me! [30 Nov 2004|04:24pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Marilyn Manson-User Friendly ] On a scale 1-20. 1 being fucking ugly and 20 being fucking hot...where do I stand? 8 / Pull the trigger.

[11 Nov 2004|01:54pm] I'm worth $1,661,838.88! How much are you worth? hahaha that's awesome. 7 / Pull the trigger.

I can't handle this anymore....take me away [02 Nov 2004|03:52pm] [ mood | pessimistic ] [ music | Avril Lavigne-Take Me Away ] ( I'm almost at a month ) Pull the trigger.

Pictures. COMMENT. [29 Oct 2004|02:59pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | Nothingface-All Cut Up ] ( Took my digi to school and here's some pictures ) 3 / Pull the trigger.

[27 Oct 2004|05:55am] Dun dun dun. I am better, I am fine. Anyways, yesturday after school I went to Billi's house and got my hair dyed. I'll show the pictures later and tell more later. =) AcArA Pull the trigger.

[25 Oct 2004|07:25pm] I can't this any longer. I hate feelings...I hate this world. I want to leave this house right now and go somewhere else. I hate it here. </3 Pull the trigger.

[19 Oct 2004|07:16pm] I HAVE A COMPUTER THAT WORKS. Yea. I'm not grounded. My mom feels my pain. lol Anyways, yea. I'm going to school tomorrow. Unless I'm dead. hehe. Nothing exciting to write about right now. Pull the trigger.

[12 Oct 2004|07:25pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Me crying...and I'm waiting for the phone to ring ] THE ULTIMATE SILENCE October 12, 1998 Six years ago today, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual. What will you do to end the silence? Click here to post this on your own page or weblog 3 / Pull the trigger.

[12 Oct 2004|07:06pm] I push you away Then kick and scream for you to stay Cuz I need someone to help me Oh I need someone to help me To help me heal these wounds They've been open for way too long Help me fill this soul Even though this is not your fault That I'm open And I'm bleeding All over your brand new rug And I need someone to help me sew them I need someone to help me fill them I need someone to help me close them up Pull the trigger.

[12 Oct 2004|03:23pm] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | Good Charlotte-Falling Away ] Okay, since everyone loves to talk behind my fucking back. I have this great idea. Comment everything you hate about me, and say as much shit as you want about me in this entry. Get it out, let me know. It won't hurt me, I promise <3 AcArA 20 / Pull the trigger.

Please can someone do this for me. I will love you forever if you do! [07 Oct 2004|02:49pm] Can any one make icons or banners....mainly icons please if so can you make these into icons http://www.livejournal.com/community/iconrequests/9797499.html#cutid1 http://www.livejournal.com/community/iconrequests/9791298.html#cutid1 X-posted 4 / Pull the trigger.

Do these if you love me! [04 Oct 2004|07:46pm] Comment the answers. Put an X by the ones u'd do..put a - by the ones u wouldn't do.. () go out with me? () give me your number? () have sex with me? () let me kiss you? () watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one? () let me take you out to dinner? () drive me somewhere/anywhere? () take a shower with me? () be my gf/bf? () have a fling with me? () listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends? () buy me a drink if i didn't have money? () take me home for the night? () let me sleep in your bed? () sing car karaoke w/ me? () sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? () re-post this for me to answer your questions? () let me give you a piggyback ride? () come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? 13 / Pull the trigger.

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